Why am I sitting around waiting? I guess I have to enjoy the notoriety
To settle a lonely life but enjoy the silence of the living and the dead
I'll be sitting up there looking down here feeling I missed my time to shine
It's an eerily feeling knowing I'm gonna be posthumously remembered
At a cost of not knowingly knowing, pretending I don't care
Wave without waving, complain without complaining
Looking at the top of my sunglasses just to look if they're looking
Same as usual, nobody is looking
Nobody cares, it's me who stares
It's an eerily feeling knowing I'm going to be posthumously remembered
At a cost of not knowingly knowing, pretending I don't care
Wave without waving, complain without complaining
Looking at the top of my sunglasses just to look if they aren't looking
Same as usual, nobody is looking
Nobody cares, it's me who stares
It's an eerily feeling knowing I'm going to be posthumously remembered
At a cost of not knowingly knowing, pretending I don't care
Wave without waving, complain without complaining
Think about what I'm wearing, including hat and glasses
Just in case you take a photo
Hey, do you want a photo
Nobody ever takes photos
Hey, I mean it, I'll let you take a photo
I sit in my room, sure I call it a dressing room
I practice signing my own autograph and pretend I don't care
It's an eerily feeling knowing I'm going to be posthumously remembered
At a cost of not knowingly knowing, pretending I don't care
Wave without waving, complain without complaining
I run from my car to my house, dark sunglasses and a scarf around my mouth
The paparazzi must have got the bump steer
And there is no one here to cheer, standing at the top of my stairs
Looking at the top of my sunglasses just to look if they aren't looking
Same as usual, nobody is looking
Nobody cares, it's me who stares
It's an eerily feeling knowing I'm going to be posthumously remembered
At a cost of not knowingly knowing, pretending I don't care
Wave without waving, complain without complaining
I'm on the edge of something great
But this is my fate, to be posthumously remembered at the end of my time
Still pretending that I don't care, pretending I don't care
Pretending I don't care