So I don't want you to hear this, so please turn away
Don't listen to what I have to say, I'm getting hungry again
And I have to look away, my medication is not working anymore
And I'm laying on the floor, and all I can think is how I'm getting bored
I've taken life for granted, and now it's only semantics
I'm thinking how I can bluff you, shock you
And I'm falling out of love with me again
Why do you keep flashing the lights in my eyes
Trying to see through my disguise
Okay, I'll tell you what you wanna hear
Okay, listen to me, I'm eating again and I'm off heroin
I never liked the bitter taste, and my body was gonna waste
Why are you talking about my waist again
I'm feeling sick and it's my turn to pretend
I shake my head and let you in
I tell you my deepest secrets and I guess you believe me
Pretending I'm gonna change
Well, I've changed and I made my mind up from the books I read
And what the internet said
It said stop calling her, she is crazy
And crying for attention, but I guess it all works out
I'm back again, saying sorry again
For getting in your way
You made me feel bad for getting in your way
My brain works in funny ways
And I'll never remember it all too well
All too well
You held me as I fell, you tried to pick me up
Oh, I forgot I didn't want you to hear
So please turn away, oh turn away
Please turn away
Oh