Glen Shy - The Happy? Lyrics

Minimizing all that I've got, Making myself feel bad for not being at the top
But what difference does it make to me
To me, I need to let it go, I need to let you go, let you go

Thought this was supposed to be happy, Where is the happiness?
Thought this was supposed to be magic, I guess it all turns out just for the best
I thought I was supposed to be happy, I don't think I could feel it any less

Loving my life, doing my best, Coming up short, reaching for the rest
Is it ever ending? It's always, always pending
Can I fall to bed?
(Ahh) My dreams seem so far sometimes, But I just want to guide (the way)
I wish I could cry, I wish I could cry, I wish I knew how to cry myself to sleep
Like when I was a baby, Like when I was a baby

Thought this was supposed to be happy, Where is the happiness?
Thought this was supposed to be magic, I guess it all just happens for the best
I thought this was supposed to be happy, Where is the happiness?
I thought I was supposed to feel happy, I don't think I could feel it any less
(I hope I get better in time, time, time)
Happy
Like when I was a baby, Like when I was a baby
To sleep