Woke up in the dirt
My intentions were pure
No sense of my worth
But what do I deserve
Struck every nerve
Would you lift this curse
I hope this works
But what do I deserve
Hear the rip in my vocals
I'm tired but I'm hopeful
Every reason to not be
Smile on my face
But I feel like a zombie
Know time is a gift
Hope I'm using it well
How can I change the world
Can't even change myself
They'll probably wait 'till I'm gone
To learn the words to all my songs
Shortcut the verse they'll probably ignore it
Don't hear my words all they want is the chorus
And I've seen money take the soul up out the one's I love
I've seen a spirit crushed cause they can't hold the weight of these drugs
Something's wrong with Billy's system he can barely stand up
Been dealing with it for months
God have we been through enough?
Empathy is just realizing that it could've been us
We keep track of all the time but it get's so away from us
Eventually, I hope get to be the man I always wanted to be
I hope I get to see the future we all wanted to see
And I can't wait to see the grass
I know that all of it's green
And I just hope I have enough time so I see all of my dreams
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?
But what do I deserve?