Devil's Worst Enemy Video (MV)

My soul don't trust me
Nobody in the booth yeah it's just me
I disgust me with things that I do unjustly, temptations crush me
Devil's worst enemy I must be, I must be

Trying to be somebody better
I pray that the Lord forgives my debtors
But I'm a high bar setter
And a big go getter
My standards are rising
With every letter and
I don't trust myself to spit a bar
Or even trust myself behind the wheel of a car
And I laugh at these scars and these big bad stars
Cause they get so far, living off their guitar

I got marks on my fingers,
From pressing too hard
I'm doing too much,
My soul is in shards
I might collapse
Like a house of cards
The craziest eight
I don't go the nine yards
Yeah
Have I done enough
Have I done enough

It's exhausting to keep not folding and going all in, calling bluff
All meat and no fluff
And I know that I'm bound to ash
I keep it lit, it's gone in a flash
N95's come off, I take off my mask
And it's too hard to breathe, today might be my last, yeah

Commit trespasses
Forgive trespassers
Attending masses
And taking cold showers
Fight off my flesh to the death, as if death was a choice
Run out of breath, like I'm losing my voice
Run out of depth, like I'm feeling too shallow
Give up a tenth, as if that makes me hallow
Run out of length at the end of my rope, or the end of my hope (yeah)

My soul don't trust me
Nobody in the booth yeah it's just me
I disgust me with things that I do unjustly, temptations crush me
Devil's worst enemy I must be, I must be

Hope my future's not falling apart
Trying put it back together with my art
Just want a fresh start instead of always actin smart
Maybe I should try listening to my heart but

That's how you crash and burn
Losing all the money you worked hard to earn
And it aint funny how much I learn
While you sit in the back just waiting your turn

I take my chances
Always ignore my circumstances
Go to the bank living off advances
And God has a plan the things that happen aint' happenstances (yuh)

I'm like Jacob
But wrestling with demons
My own thoughts
They keep me breathin'
They holding me down, and they trying to drown me,
They tryna convince me that they can surround me
And I'm hoping I'm not wearing scarlet
My eyes can't adjust, cause I'm feeling too starlit
I know I should turn up the love
And turn down the hate
Gotta keep my head up
Gotta keep moving straight
Cause the Lord's above
But I live in the states
Of arrogance
Keep on making my mistakes
Inheritance
Feel like they raising the stakes
Just another American

Have I done enough
Have I done enough
Miserere mei dei,
Have pity on me, oh God,
I hope my prayer's are going up

Set a guard on my mouth
Watch the door of my lips
Feel my flesh going south
As my spiritual lifts
The rulers have been thrown down off of the cliffs
And the wicked are learning that the Lord exists
I'm counting my fifths
And I'm counting on Eden
Need blood of the lamb
For the pigs I keep eating
Desire's conceived, it's giving birth to sin
These words stuck in my head, fire under my skin

My soul don't trust me
Nobody in the booth yeah it's just me
I disgust me with things that I do unjustly
Temptations crush me
Devil's worst enemy I must be, I must be

Have I done enough
Have I done enough