You know I never truly understood
Why you did exactly what you did
So here's how I feel about the situation
My point of view
Just shut the f*ck up and listen
Glyphic baby
I hope you're happy with yourself
And everything you've done
You ruined a family And made it seem like it was fun
Left my momma to raise 5 while you were on the run
I hope I never see your face any hope for you is done
The things you did were unspeakable and you know it
You're a disgusting animal and im about to show it
What person in their right mind touches his own kids
Having dirty thoughts knowing that those kids are his
You're a piece of shit matter fact that's too good for you
RIP you apart in these bars that's what I'm about to do to you
You were never there to walk me across the stage
Have lunch with me and cuddle me on those sick days
I'm in a daze wondering what it would be like if
You didn't do what you did and proved yourself to be a bitch
If you did the right thing and you were a real man
Maybe I would have something legit a real fam
Cause growing up with just mom left a empty spot
It's not like she didn't give those other dudes a shot
But theres something about seeing dudes coming and going
They ain't my dad that's the worst part because I know it
It should be you here In this house right by my side
But you were an asshole and left us traumatized
You realize you ripped us apart and caused mental damage
To the point that we honestly cant even attempt to manage
You
Left
Us
Scarred
Bruised
Beaten
Broken
Hearts
You
Havent
Played
Your
Part
So
Far
So let me tell you what I've done so you can relish in it
All the things that I've achieved through this resentment
I worked as a youngin to give momma money for some food
The way that I was grinding was honestly a mood
Then I graduated with a child on my shoulders
I manned up and handled the weight like you were supposed too
By you not being there it taught me all I need to know
You never really gave a f*ck and it evidently shows
Now I'm stacking my guap and chasing my dreams
Not leaving a single stitch out of the seams
Cause I have goals and ambitions that I wont let you murder
I wont say your name or grace with my presence you dont deserve it
After this track you get no more energy you're not worth it
I wont lie on the day that I finally see your face I'm a little nervous
Cause I wanna cry swing and shoot all at the same time
These are some examples of what you've dont to my mind
On my grind I wont lie theres alot of times that I have cried
Thinking about the what ifs and all the little boo hoos
But theres no time for sulking or thinking of starting anew
Cause if I'm being honest I wanna cause you physical harm
If I have a firearm you better hope that I'm disarmed
Cause if not im squeezing off a hot one just to let you know
This is what happens in a vendetta when you let your family go
This is what happens in a vendetta when you let your family go