GM Allen - Matt Murdock Lyrics

A lot of decisions, I'd give anything to go back and change
But I can't
None of us can
It's like I told Foggy, all we can do is move forward
Together
Sometimes I see you when the rain falls
Funny how it feels like my tears have the same fall
Let it wash over my head, take it away, God
All This pain that I feel, since she's been gone
Who was wrong or right, it feels like a petty grievance
When you're wishing things could've played in another sequence
No wound of betrayal could ever be so egregious
To want to see love pass like just another season, nah
I've been fighting through the night alone, on my own
Thinking this is how my story is supposed to be
But you were there by my side, despite any harm
Ready to die in my arms, just to be close to me
I was trying to see the beauty in the world
But I was just blind to you right here, girl
Oh, like Mad Murdock
I'm Mad Murdock
How can I save the word? I couldn't save us girl
I never was good at swooping in to save the day
But I can give you my time, baby, like Flavor Flav
The thing I miss the most looking back is the day to day
Wish you could take it away from me like Agent J
Safe to say I won't find the peace I've been looking for
Like trying to find the royal diamond in a jewelry store
I could probably find another you if I was looking more
But I can never replace you with some stupid (whore) whoa
So truly yours forever, baby, and for worse or better
My heart is hard to understand like a cursive letter
You're cutting ties that'll hurt, way too much to sever
Pulling apart this perfect life that we built together
I never got to say I'm sorry from the gate
Can recognize that both of us were making some mistakes
If I could turn back time, I'd try and give you what it takes
But it's too late. I guess it just wasn't our fate, nah
I've been fighting through the night alone on my own
Thinking this is how my story is supposed to be
But you were there by my side despite any harm
Ready to die in my arms just to be close to me
I was trying to see the beauty in the world
But I was just blind to you right here, girl
Oh, like Matt Murdock
I'm Matt Murdock
How can I save the word
I couldn't save us girl
There was a moment we existed, it passed, baby, we missed it
Trust that I never wished it, my heart was on the same mission
It feels like something's missing, cause you were such an addition
I know there's more fish, but dammit, I'm sick of fishing
Sometimes my brain won't listen to reason
Understanding forever really is just a season
They say when you're in love, everything you do seem dumb
She said that she would never go, I knew you would leave, hun
And just to become a memory, girl, it's killing me sometimes
So I stare at the sky, hoping to see my sunshine
Was it all just a joke, and my heart was the punchline
You don't know what I'd give if I could see you just one time
We were never of one mind, always our own fight
So the minute I go left, you wanna go right
I find the will to live, now you throw away your own life
Like I really ain't wanna see you fall on your own knife, girl
I've been fighting through the night alone on my own
Thinking this is how my story is supposed to be
But you were there by my side despite any harm
Ready to die in my arms just to be close to me
I was trying to see the beauty in the world
But I was just blind to you right here, girl
Oh, like Matt Murdock
I'm Matt Murdock
How can I save the word
I couldn't save us, girl
I've been fighting through the night alone on my own
Thinking this is how my story is supposed to be
But you were there by my side despite any harm
Ready to die in my arms just to be close to me
I was trying to see the beauty in the world
But I was just blind to you right here, girl
Oh, like Matt Murdock
I'm Matt Murdock
How can I save the word
I couldn't save us, girl
I couldn't save us, girl
I couldn't save us, girl
I couldn't save us, girl
I couldn't save us, girl