Gmanhatton - In Too Deep Lyrics

I've got to get out of here
Which way
I don't know
What am I looking for
Something I can't see
I can feel it
It's magic

I want to see
I want to know
I want to be
I want to grow
Imagine if the things I thought were real were really not
Maybe deja-vu is a dimension I somehow forgot
They don't want you to see
They don't want you to know
They don't want you be
They don't want you to grow
Imagine if we knew half of the things that they do
Maybe it would be them that would have to obey you

Am I in too deep
I don't know
I get these thoughts but no control of where they are heading
Because I know I've been lied too since the very beginnig
Should I be in it
That's how I'm thinking.
They say that I'm cruising, I feel like I'm sinking
Some will say negative
Some will say deal with it
Real men go through real shit
What's meant for me
I wish I could see
I've got my eyes wide open but vision is blurry
Why can't I see the story that's already been written
So I pick up the pen, let my mind do its thing
When the ink runs out, I'll be engraving
That's how I'm saving myself from crossing the line of mental health
With a southpaw stance, I write, write, write
Left shock to your head, that's the thinking side
T.K.O no J.T
No joke, I MC
Dreaming big, riding down low
I won't stop until the whole world knows
Some are from Mars
Some are from Venus
Crack the code
No need for a genuis

I know I'm not supposed to talk about it but I'm getting ahead of myself
Ahead myself
Jokers dressing up like Kings
Where the f*ck have we all been
I'm mad at myself
Mad at myself
Might hate myself tomorrow but the time I've got is borrowed so I focus myself
Focus myself
Fill my soul with knowledge, what they told us wasn't honest
I'm preparing myself
Preparing mysel

Some of you are born to be leaders
Some of you are born to be ruled
There's no such thing as freedom
That's for a guillable fool
Every life has a purpose, every journey a road
But don't get it twisted, you're not in control
When I learnt this, I couldn't just sitback
I researched more whilst others had a KitKat
I felt sick man
Was this the big plan
So I turnt dark like the skin of a blick man
No Kanye, but I'm heading West
No cowboy, but I've got a star in my chest
Not American, but I'm bigger than the rest
In context, I'm clearing up the mess
I'm the product of culture, I'm smarter
I took the class up, from apprentice to master
Defend my goal like a center half
I talk the truth when I'm meant to laugh
I'm bored of games, you haven't got a Cluedo
Stuck in the Labrynth like Ludo
Enlightening minds in darkend times is at the forefront of mine

I know I'm not supposed to talk about it but I'm getting ahead of myself
Ahead myself
Jokers dressing up like Kings
Where the f*ck have we all been
I'm mad at myself
Mad at myself
Might hate myself tomorrow but the time I've got is borrowed so I focus myself
Focus myself
Fill my soul with knowledge, what they told us wasn't honest
I'm preparing myself
Preparing myself

The truth is written in scriptures, on walls there's symbols and pictures from Mayans and the Egyptians that witnessed alien missions
Now lying seems like tradition
Them Giants must all be fiction
Angels must be a depiction of somone's intuition
Magic, spirits, other dimensions
Higher frequency vibrations
Cloning, AI, Lunar waves and atmospheric alterations
Nuclear war, we've been there before
Diluted memories, vision is poor
What were we created for
I've got a million questions
Here's some more
Why do I squint when the sun comes out if we've been here for millions of years
Why is my skin so much lighter than most of my peers
Why have I got hair above my eyes, in my nose and around my ears
Why do I feel I've been tricked into thinking about fears

I know I'm not supposed to talk about it but I'm getting ahead of myself
Ahead myself
Jokers dressing up like Kings
Where the f*ck have we all been
I'm mad at myself
Mad at myself
Might hate myself tomorrow but the time I've got is borrowed so I focus myself
Focus myself
Fill my soul with knowledge, what they told us wasn't honest
I'm preparing myself