It's got a man so that he can't un-tense
In his teeth in his chest in his belly in his breath
Only now can I start to see that you never really did ever f*cking hear me
How can he think clearly
I only hear my duality
It's taking it outta me and I think that I'm bouta be waking a fallacy finally clarity
I'm shaking the next apple of dawn out the tree
Contemplating perplexed by corealities
Vacating to the next best shell worn on the back of me
Ima twist and breaks the necks tryna show what I see
I see the little kids and they're so f*cking full of energy
I wonder when the kicks ran out and I became my enemy
Streak as weak as piss and it ain't coming back for me
I miss ya call and I miss you all but the protocols abandoning
Wish the clocks, would, tick, back
3 AM and my mind so sick that I'm
Twitching at some images myself under carriages
Why make myself imagine this like f*ck the mental challenges I put myself through
I gotta sleep and watch my health too
Too deep to explain true
I hate that we're in pain man I wish that I could help you
Can one man save another from within
Can he read the mortal sin and turn it over
It makes sense there and then coming from a friend
But don't mean shit when he don't wanna be sober
Stranded by his family disbanded from his brothers
Forgotten by his lovers reprimanded by the others
What if he kept his darkness hidden well enough
Behind the curtain
Under covers
I'm gonna bring him back
Burst to a laugh when I say that
Not the first or last but mind the gap
Shatter the glass from the impact
Derailed locomotherf*cker put me back on track
Chugga chuga what I choo choose and fade to black
See I'm worried how you soldier on,
Like where'd you get your goals from
The silly shit that we fixate upon
Like where's your f*cking soul gone
Who left you in the hole like a time bomb
Hateful residue on your mind and it binds wrong
Skip to a timeline where I only gotta bide mine
I'd still find the time for a sad rhyme song