Gnosis Hyperion - Fallen Lyrics

Feeling kind of high now
Feeling like I kind of need a time out
Running of out time now
Feeling like i'm stepping out of line now, yeah
Got a lot of things I can't let nobody find out
Not until I find myself
Feel like I'm alive now
And if I got to die
I'll do it by myself

This life got way too many questions
And I ain't no f*cking detective
And you hold the blame on your head for a second
The more of expressions I'm faking, the better
The more of the moments I've wasted
Thats lost to forever
The more that my patience is fading
I realize I'm not on your spectrum
I feel like I'm falling
And I could do better

I keep cracking up under pressure
I keep acting up, I've been reckless
I'm blind to the consequences
My voices inflection reveal my indifference
I do not want your attention or mentions, no
I ain't been flexing, for sure
Its just self expression, you know

Dog, I put it all in
Going down deep I'm falling
Fallen
I ain't finna bargain
Much to my chagrin
They keep on calling me
Offering
I take whats mine like apostrophe
Like its all for me
And I don't care what the cost or the profit be

I feel like
Yeah yeah yeah
I feel
Like
I feel like
Falling

Sick of myself
Can't concede I need help
Feeling good when its all downhill
I'm on the decline like my health, oh well
I feel like I'm locked out
I feel like I'm boxed in
I feel like the meaning of feelings I'm feeling is fleeting
As freeing as traits that I know that are toxic
According to drugs that I keep in my pocket
Recording, no dubs
I just stay in the pocket
I'm troubled at night
I wake up in the morning
Look up to the sky
Its raining in torrents
Of course I've been pouring out more for myself
Everyone hate me, I'm boring as hell
Will I win
Will I fail
They say its too early to tell
Get out of my head
You don't know me well
And you won't wish me better
Through all of endeavors I've weathered the storm all alone
Unfettered, my soul
I am tethered to goals of my own
I am the mentor, the master of one
I turn the tides like the moon and the sun
Look in my eyes, and I look at inside
I burning the bridges, I'm breaking the ties

Now its my decision
And I can't do different
The due diligence that I did
Ain't do shit for the mission
Dramatic, my images
Visions depicted in minutes
Discernment for fact or for fiction is nil
I'm not even real
My mirrors appearance is simply a veil
I've gone off the deep end
A place they can't reach
I can't speak in
I'm tweaking
I'm beyond the pale
I fell