Trapped Video (MV)

I can't grow with all these ceilings, uh
I can't cope with all these feelings, f*ck
It's like I'm swimming through the reasons
Just trying to find me some meaning
These faces are looking featureless
I'll take that feature, leave them speechless
And I don't really need them
This industry is full of scheming f*cks
And sitting ducks
Theres little trust
I keep my circle small and hard to find
Like clitoris
Can't keep my stomach full
I never get enough
I'm never ill enough
I'm sicker by the day until I'm throwing up
My fuse is shorter by the day
I keep on blowing up
I keep on fronting like "you know its us"
I'm trapped inside a moment
I am motionless
Silent like my mouth is frozen
Wil'in, trying to keep my quiet
I've been minding my own business
Prescribe myself some liquor and some bud
And I can utilize the buzz until I'm lifted up
I tried to unify the love
But everything was sinister
My heart is broken into pieces
And I don't blame you
Or all the reasons you was leaving
I'm mostly transparent
You can see through the deceiving
You can see I've been receding
Taking recess from proceedings
Yeah

I've been changing like the seasons
Down on my luck and I've fallen like the leaves
I don't know a thing
But I know I always land on my feet
You gotta hand it to me

This feeling is immutable
And lately I've been more than stubborn
I've been straight immoveable
They tell me "cool it bro
You're too unusual
And this shit ain't no movie
Although you get old
And credits roll
And you need someone new to hold"
Truth be told,
I think I'm better off alone
I think I'm better off when I just cut my phone off in my zone
I know I'm saying everything I want to hear
Like I can't do no wrong
I'm barely going through the motions
I can't even do no more
A foolish song, and I just wrote it off
I never tried too hard to be hard or to be raw
A little child-
And I lost my f*cking mind
And I never got it back
And I can never press rewind
I got some friends in this game and we gonn' kill it
We gonn' take it like its ours
If its yours, then just forget it
I don't want to be a star
I'm just trying to make a living
And I still don't give a f*ck 'bout who you are

I've been changing like the seasons
Down on my luck and I've fallen like the leaves
I don't know a thing
But I know I always land on my feet
You gotta hand it to me
And I've been swimming through the reasons
Got my feet up, and I'm rolling up the trees
I've been up on my feet
And i've been down on my knees
And I don't know what it means