Gnosis Hyperion - Who Am I Lyrics

Long dick, I'll save it for the next bitch
Throwing shots in the field
I'm a ref, bitch
Appetite real big, like Texas
Take the whole pie for myself
I'm obsessed, they upset
You a rule, I'm the exception
Accept this, reckless
A death wish in the flesh
No less till I exit
And yeah I've been tempted
To crash any second

Minutes going by and then I tend to wonder why
My mind is flickering, the way my eyes keep blinking
I pour another drink
And then I sip, I sip, I sip
Until I slip again and feel a little sicker
Smoke all out the window
Don't know what I've gotten into
But I figure I can get a little bigger, little better
Dirty things that's on my mental
They been saying I need help
They can all go to hell
I be all by myself

Let's get it straight what the facts is
I put tracks on wax
That's a wrap bitch
That's a low-cal sandwich
Back to raps that's kind of like magic
Rabbit in a hat

Still got my goons in the back
And I move in the night with the moon in the back
Left town, I ain't ever came back
And they're saying I ain't ever been the same since then
Also saying that my brains been dead
Why's my face all red?
I don't know
Hold my blow
I gotta blow my nose
I got this dope to smoke
I'm kind of irate
Eyes dilate

Finally the right mind space
I'm going up like the crime rate
I am the drugs in the dime bag
I am the plug and the one who is buying
I am the children that's dying
I am the reason you're fighting
I am the god high above you
Yes I am the one who's supposedly smiling
Look close as you like
And you never will find me
(You never will find me)

Homicide, suicide, do or die
Who am I?
Still a little child in my momma's eyes
Still a little wild
Still got work, I just keep it on the side
I don't even get turnt no more
I stay high
But the drugs don't work no more
My state of mind
Just can't cope no more
So what I'm smoking on
Is something potent dog
Its no lie

I don't give a damn now
Everybody looking for a handout
Everybody put your hands up when I say it
Or there's gonna be a man down
I came for the bag, and I'm down for the beef
I'm a cash cow
Smoking on some Jimmy Neutron
Gotta blast
Gotta hit it 'fore I pass out