Gnozis - Obsessing/Far Far Away Lyrics

It's plain to see
You're a bitch, just bear with me
Need to rip so I don't tear the seams
You should be scared of me
I'm a monster, I'm a beast
Things you used to say, just breathe
Leave it alone
If you ain't feeling bliss
All them lies, your mind is fixed
Even when I reminisce
Wonder if I could've fixed
Little shit I might've missed
I'm obsessing over shit
You figured out how to dig into my skin
Like a needle that's so big
Tell me when
No, I don't need to
I'm beneath you
That's how it feels when you're around
Always thought true love would have me safe and sound
No time to play around
Pack your shit and get the f*ck out
Before I flip the f*ck out
This anger I couldn't f*ck out
Struck out
Now I'm in the dugout
Strung out
What now
I guess I'll stay alone
This just doesn't feel like a happy home
There's plenty wrong I couldn't express in just this song
That's impossible
But I'm feeling philosophical
Don't become an obstacle
My homies got them dots on you
But we don't need another hot pursuit
We just need the pot of loot
I'm eleven minutes away
But you're not coming to save the day
I just crashed and burned
Got played
Hard to deal with the pain
But the pain made me gain experience forever
Deeply embedded in my cranium
Tension builds
I still make the stretch
Feeling so blessed
Lord, thank you for this breath
I'm feeling fresh
Praying that I don't die a lame death
I just wanna maintain
Let me get out of my damn brain
I don't need a private plane
I don't need the damn fame
That would be nice
But I want a life that I don't have to think about living twice
I just wanna let it all out on this damn mic
It's taking me a long time
But I know now I gotta make my soul proud
I gotta let you know now
Them demons want me sprawled out
But I scrounged around and made a way for myself
Now I'm headed for your belt
Waiting till I hear the bell
Class is in session never tell anyone what we inhaled
Even if you smell, you could go to jail
Never tattletale
I learned from a young age
Mama had to burn sage
Hot boxing, blaring rage
Knocking on the door
What do I do
What can I say
Don't take me away
Don't let me decay
Far, far away
What do I do
What can I say
Don't take me away
Don't let me decay
Far, far away
Where do I stand
Can't lend a hand
Can't I just land safely on land
But I've been damned
This was the plan
Nowhere to go
I'm down in a hole
I don't know if I can be saved this time
This was all by design
I should have realized
We have all been compromised
This has all been prophesied
We have all been qualified
Get ready
Cause we all gotta die