Saturn Return Video (MV)

What if she's another who won't survive her Saturn return
But without the fame and all
Without the grace to fall in front of
All the waiting watchers, weaving reason through the end
She's alone in her apartment
She is buried in sand
What if she's another who won't make it to work on time
Another faded train, take your time;
You're gonna take all of mine
A hundred twisted turnstiles melting motion down like clocks
She is ticking herself backwards
She is stuck in a box
Nothing more pleasing than the unplanned synchronicity of subway passengers
Turn out as the doors open
Step right
Step left
Turn in
Ho ho ho and a one two three
I'm gonna eat all the sunflower seeds
Ho ho ho and a three two one
I'm gonna reap all the flowers of the sun
Ho ho ho and a one two three
I'm gonna spit all the watermelon seeds
Ho ho ho and a four five six
You throw stones and I'll throw sticks
I'll grow a garden out my throat
I'll grow marigolds down my back
I'll be awake till the day I die
I'll survive my panic attack
Leaning into my wrath like it will hold my weight
Leverage all my rage, like that will stay my fate
What if I'm another who won't survive her Saturn return
I am reading broken tarot
I, the unwilling to burn, the unwitting
Disaster seems to set upon me
We are spinning empty bottles
Hide with me inside this car crash
Hold your heel to the throttle
What if I'm another who won't survive her Saturn return
Feel the zodiac vibrate
The Aries moon means it's my turn
Premonition unspecific
Trade my hermit for your hanged man
I am sick of isolation
Synchronize me with a new plan