Seed of Pain Video (MV)

I don't really give a shit no more
Lost my friends, yea, I got a few bros
Got my bitch, I don't need no hoe
Need my fix, I don't care if I'm broke
I'm hurting inside that's why I'm breathing out smoke
Posi how I cope, follow all my oaths till the blades at my throat
Make what I sow, change how I glow, take what I know, put in work cuz it don't hurt
Do dirt, make it twerk while I'm on earth
It's me first, I deserve every offer
Bridges burn, niggas learn from the somber
I won't care, see me curve while I'm out here
I kind of fell of track
I'm a light bearer, but I wear all black
Yea I pray to God
Do it in witchcraft, cutthroat in private cuz I know it looks bad

I can't see illusions people talk about
Every time they speak it's always in & out
I can't see
I know I'm free

I told Ochosi that I'm all in
Every time I leave they keep calling
Sign and numbers I see often
Never alone they keep watching
Remind me to always be cautious
Everything I ever wanted was in front of me
How much did I really want it
Shit change, we get strange, found new lanes
Different desires shape shift like mood swings
See it all, if I don't move, I'll lose it all
If I don't love, cant follow law
If I don't know myself, I can't know God
I'm in the search for the peace in me
This world is cold, took a piece of me
Could never get a hold of my empathy or my energy