godmachine - weaving a story Lyrics

I string together, narratives in my head
I try so hard, I do my best
They aren't coming true
So I try to renew
An original frame
Nobody can ever find
Follow the story, that plays out in my mind
It's comfort, stability, follows a straight line
Try so hard to belive
Have faith in anything
So you can never go back
So you can never go back
I never want to return
I run away from this pain
Don't make me feel the same
Don't make me feel the same
Stringing together, another plot
Hopefully this time, it won't fall apart
And so the story goes
The same thing every time
Somebody has to be
The antagonist in your life