Godparticle - Spiders (feat. M4LNOURISH) Lyrics

Staring closely at the wall
I can feel them before I see them
Watching me breathe, mimicking

Marching together as one body
Making shapes and patterns
I just can't follow
I just can't follow it

Please spare me

Spider
You know
What I've done
Where I've been

Bearing witness
Bearing witness

Find it within myself to hate them
From where I lay it all fades away just as it came in
I dreamt of my blood and how it will feel when it stops pumping
In the end, I'll grieve myself, he's not coming back

Bargaining with these spineless little creatures
Biting the hand that feeds them

One more night and I'll go insane
My eyes feel heavy
And I'm looking up for someone else to blame

Spider
You know
What I've done
Where I've been

Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Bearing witness
Bearing witness

Find it within myself
To hate them
From where I lay
It all fades away
I dreamt of my blood
And how it will feel
When it stops pumping
In the end I'll grieve myself
He's not coming back