Below the Belt Video (MV)

Can't stand the pain
Now I've got a wicked fever on
I can't complain
Cos I'm guilt free and ridden
My tears remain
Even though I know the needs are gone
I can't believe it's the end of this rainbow
My cause to grieve
Punctuated by the weave and flow
My mind's in shiva mode but deep down I'm fake
I'll make a scene with such
A freak amount of cyanide
For I'm deep deluded out of this game
I know the game
But I never really want to weave and bob
So I would grab the wheel
And steer it away from my cries
It's such a shame
That I never really wanna deal with this
It comes around
Til I leave it alone again
And I believe, I'm not free at all
When I'm free, I'll only feel so much
Ease my pain and I'll go away lonely
And I've found I can banish this phony
Now I understand the problems that mould me
Do I understand the rules of old?
Either way
Not until the beads of sweat
Have cleaned away the mud
This false display
Makes me wonder if it's real and
Steals away forever
Words they are failing me
What is this telling me?
Where lies this energy?
Well I can hear no more, and see no more, and fear none
And I've seen my friends wave goodbye, they're done
Cos they've just paved the way for me to find the freedom
Now I'll use novocaine to numb myself when they're done
The moment they tolerate me
The less it's ignoring my pleas
Welcome back feeling
Don't know if I will like this
So welcome back frown
You're overdue on the rounds
As long it's not fatal
The cards are on the table
Make sure that I'll be able
To walk these grounds
And I'll say
I've learned to cry through the eye of a needle
And everyday I have managed to run
Ease my pain and I'll go away lonely
And I've found I can banish this phony
Now I understand the problems that mould me
Do you understand that you've just not told me?
Either way
Not until the beads of sweat
Have cleaned away the mud
This false display
Makes me wonder if it's real and
Steals away forever
Words they are failing me
What is this telling me?
Where lies this energy?