Godsticks - Victim Lyrics

I take solace when you drown
With your stories crashing down
Are you able to see yourself as you are
I can't see how you breathe on these lies

If I take the put-downs then I spiral out
I might disintegrate
Can you see if all the other me's there?
And it's never my choice who can win in there
And I want to destroy the rest of them
So you know it's your fault that I'm drawn to them
I'm the villain and I am the warning

Ain't you amazing, so overblown
You're neither the victim or the crime
Shouldn't be carving me down to bone
Waiting for bells that never chime

It's part of my history
Fault line running right through me
It's a part of your history
The hole's pitted down in me

I'm a victim
I will never follow
I won't implode
Rather be me than hollow

I'm the victim
Vilify myself
I'm the victim
And I don't care why it's me
I'm the victim
And I don't care why it's me

I'm the victim
Vilify myself
I'm the victim
And I don't care why it's me
I'm the victim
And I don't care why it's me