Going Forward - My Reflection Lyrics

I never thought I'd leave it all behind
A haze is growing at the back of my mind
With broken glasses shattered onto the floor
I try to see myself but I can't ignore

I'm just a shell of who I was

I'm moving backwards
As far as I can see
I'm barely holding
This weight inside of me
Black hole in my head
Heartbeat stopped again
I can't fight it
My reflection

It's like a shadow hanging over me
My own persona's gone I lost my way
Sell me a soul again or give me hope
There's no point breathing at the end of a rope

Stop
God we gotta make it stop

Forever
Empower
The pressure
Of society upon us

I'm moving backwards
As far as I can see
I'm barely holding
This weight inside of me
Black hole in my head
Heartbeat stopped again
I can't fight it
My reflection

Live in this society
But I never wanna be
Fitting in a brand new
Broken world
When I think I gotta be
Only what they wanna see,
Giving up a part of me
Now I

Can't take the pressure got nothing to prove
You can't change who I am you can't hide the truth
Take what you want, your hell I refuse
So step back and watch me
Fading away

Step back and bleed me dry
Step back and bleed me dry

I'm moving backwards
As far as I can see
I'm barely holding
This weight inside of me

I'm moving backwards
As far as I can see
I'm barely holding
This weight inside of me
Black hole in my head
Heartbeat stopped again
I can't fight it
I can't fight it
I'm moving backwards
As far as I can see
I'm barely holding
This weight inside of me
Black hole in my head
Heartbeat stopped again
I can't fight it
My reflection