GoldenBoy X - Outer Space Lyrics

I'm floating in outer space
I'm numb can't feel my face
I need some saving grace
Cuz I'm falling I'm falling and I can't save myself

Have you ever thought about suicide
Have you ever wondered who would really care if you died
Have you thought of how many of them would've cried
How many times you said you were okay but you lied

I can't lie it's getting really hard to hide
I feel like I'm drowning in a tide
I can't count all the nights that I cried
I can't cry for help cuz of pride

Sleep was my only escape
But somethings wrong now there must be a mistake
Cause I have insomnia and I cant fall asleep
Yeah I've tried it all trust me I've tried counting sheep

You can see the struggle in my eyes
As i'm breaking down its showing right through my disguise
I try to keep a mask on thinking i'll be fine
Tryna push through it day after day yeah i try

Have you ever thought about suicide
Have you ever wondered who would really care if you died
Have you wondered how many of em would've cried
How many times you said you were okay but you lied

I can't lie it's getting really hard to hide
I feel like i'm drowning in a tide
I cant count all the nights that i cried
I can't cry for help cuz of pride

I'm floating in outer space
I'm numb can't feel my face
I need some saving grace
Cause I'm falling I'm falling and I can't save myself