Goldview - This Isn't a Goodbye Lyrics

Feels like it's been a long long time
Since I heard that voice on the other line
As trauma freezes me in place
I struggle to find proper words to say
You tell me that you're in trouble
That you simply need my help
But once again
I question if you're a real man
With all the false truth coming from your mouth

Where were you?
Countless times your dear friends needed you too
And I wonder if it's better

Sometimes I feel I cared too much
You weren't there and I was too out of touch
Then as the years passed you'd show up
Start a scene then leave with a ticket stub
And the toxicity of you makes me need an antidote
Quite concerning
The bridges you're burning
Is enough to make my systems overload

Where were you?
Countless times your dear friends needed you too
Where were you?
Countless times your dear friends needed you too
And I wonder if its better

Just to kick you to the curb
To say my peace and leave
Cause I know
You'd do the same to me
And I heard it all before
You said this time you'll change
So I fold
And let my walls down
Cause there's still a part of me
There's still a part of me
Cause there's still a part of me
There's still a part of me

That has faith you'll come around one day

Lost in the rain no home to be found
Constantly wandering from bar to town
You say that you're happy
That you just came around
Missing those friends that never let you down
I know it seems harsh just to shut you out
But I can't really deal with this right now
This isn't a goodbye
More a see you later