Gone Are the Days - Outside Lyrics

The friendly world is open
But I try to avoid such friends
It smiles at me like a hunter
These cues I've learned to understand

I don't feel anything special
About being not at home
I don't see anything precious
In lasting pointless roam

There are so many shady things outside
I implant these views standing in own sweet ooze
But at the same time I can't stay inside
I'm lying to myself rotting inside

My heart gets filled with anger
When I am told there's a better place
I keep my weapon ready
It's not the space that gives happiness

I don't need passing impressions
My inner world's enough
I don't want deceptive directions
My road goes off the cuff
Hole in my soul
Hole on my flag
I will wave it till it turns black

My heart suffered when I was a kid
Now I just can't cool down my twitching eyelid
My heart suffered
My views got bluffered
When I was a kid
Well, I AM the kid
They say
Don't leave your room, don't blunder man
But painful feeling inside distorts my game plan
Damn!