Hold me close, I'm struggling to cope
Sunday saw me crying in the car
The price of giving yourself away
Is a broken heart, they say
Well, I refuse to be that naive
There is something bigger here than me
I am my demon's renegade
I give myself away
To love
But it's more than just for a girl
It's more than just for a boy you like
It's with yourself
And everyone
I had moved to the East Coast
For someone who had their sights on someone else
Shouganai
It seems it's always the pills you steal
That are the pills designed to get stuck in your throat
To force a hand
I grew out of my skin
And I found joy again
Year of the rat
Year of the most mighty friends
I chose to trust again
And I chose my friends
But did I really?
I wonder sometimes
Thank you for everything
All my perils are nothing but smoke and mirrors
Mirrored in the face of the one you hate
Is you and you alone
No one else
I would die for my friends
And I set my shadows free
And forgive those who hurt me
Especially myself
Cause I refuse to live in misery
There's something bigger than me
I am my angel's acolyte
Beam me down, tonight, might
There is a heart inside of you
Stronger than everything you've been through
You are your demon's renegade
So give yourself away
To love