Three years today since I've opened up my chest
And let in all the good with the bad that I swore I'd keep out for so long
I'm right here, fighting for my breath and I can bet
That my grip will slip from the hope that I've been hanging on to
Fast forward to today
The sunlight warming my face
I'll stay out of sight and out of mind
I'm breaking past the glass that I've been trapped behind
Concrete beds help me get to sleep, but keep me tossing and turning
Now my back won't stop hurting at night
But I turned out alright
Brokenhearted despite the amount of times I say I'm doing alright
I swear to god I'm alright
(I swear to god I'm alright)
Someday I'll be ready to face my fears and make a change
But for now, I'll crawl into bed and hide under the covers again
I'm lost in between who I am and who I want to be
Lost time in the back of my mind
The things I found worthwhile were much harder to find
It's alright, in hindsight
I never put my life on the line