Curled up in bed
Wrapping my head in the fetal position
It feels good to be down
Holding the phone
Hoping you'll call but I know that you won't
Then again I hope that you don't
I know it's not common
It's exceptionally odd but
This sadness I'm feeling is something I want
I feel blue and it's comforting
Like a heavy blanket wrapped around tight
I feel blue and it consumes me
But I don't really care because somehow it also feels right
With the shower turned on
I'm sitting inside with my clothes clinging on me
Let the water keep pouring down
I'm crying out loud
Still feels better than working it out
I don't need convincing to know you'd agree
I know it's not custom
I know it seems odd
But this sadness I'm feeling is something I really want
I feel blue but it's familiar
Like an old friend whose come back around
I feel blue and it excites me
Like something I lost for a while then finally found
I feel blue
I feel blue and it's comforting
Like a simple hello and a quiet goodbye
I feel blue and it's easy
My heart aches but you can bet I'll be alright.