Good Intentions Video (MV)

I'm both manic and impressive
Depression stays in my the guest room
I tried to be ghost
Just not build for the chest wounds
Was that too soon
Ye said, Hov please, no goons
Discovered my religion
Full grown beard like loon
Black ribbon in the sky
Voice in my head always assume
Got judged by 12
While looking over my tomb
Ottta body experience
Unforeseen peer events
Wifey got me using fancy GRE words like hence
Forth, mindset of iron clad retorts
Rosetta' stone we bought
Trying to reclaim what's lost
Over time
The exterior looks just fine
But it's the fortitude of the interior
That defines my grind
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I was Born the youngest, the only child of 5
My Brothers and sisters, already started their lives
Thank God for Essie's intuition of positive vibes
Gave this baby a chance, I wear that badge with pride
Thanks to big J, put his hopes and dreams
On the back burner for yet another 18
Maybe 16, shit it was more like more like 12
As time went by, man I could hardly tell
This ain't to shit on my pops, I'm only giving props
Its hard to imagine, getting to a certain point and stop
I recognize they sacrifices, they gave a lot
I'm just acknowledging
I'm here before the casket drops
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
Why so serious
This is my story
I hit reset, failure's not mandatory
My eyes wide open, I can't believe
What was out here, J just breathe
Take your time, don't rush in
So many factors, considering
My time, value, and net worth
Overall happiness, keeping family 1st
I gained some traction, things looking up
Greyhound to the city, a thousand bucks
Two black duffles, few feather ruffled
Hit the A running, much love to the hustle
This a celebration , a rebirth in fact
All I've been through, my integrity intact
My baby love me, my babies love me
I smile more often, even cut the cussing
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I have good intentions but I'm bad at the start
I only mean well, bet that Jesus know my heart
I thought you'd have my back and not stab me it
Thought you'd guide me through water not drown me in it
Why oh why oh why do you hate me
Mind, body, and soul you wanna taint me
Why you wanna paint me as the bad guy
I done been to church and been baptized
Seems like everyday I'm being chastised
Cuz they don't want to see me through Christ's eyes
Look, all I wanna do is feed my wife and daughter
Do what I got to do to support her