Goodbye Academy - An Ode to That Rat Bastard Lyrics

You are
A Shadow in the dark
And I have no way to tell if when I call your name

If You are
Listening from afar
But you refuse to help me when I am in danger

And I am finding it real hard
To wake up in the morning and get ready for the mourning
Dressed in black

And I am finding that so far
You've done nothing for me. Even though I Know I'm lonely
I wanna get better

So f*ck you
And all the stupid shit you do
You deprive me of whatever I need most
Dopamine, Oh I could scream
Like you want me to
Even though we both know I'm not the type to boast

And I am finding it real hard
To wake up in the morning. God I wish you would just
F*cking shut off so I die
And I am finding that my heart
Could go and stop beating and I doubt it would be even worth
A shot to try

To turn it back on

I want to
Tell you that I love you but
Honestly you are not my friend (Honestly you are not my friend)

So please do
Prove me wrong
Prove me wrong
Give me anything I could f*cking use

I want you
To tell me where I went wrong
What the f*ck made you hurt me so much?

I Choose to
Not get to the end of the song
Cos I am deathly afraid of the silence

Of the Silence
Of the Silence
Of the Silence
Of the Silence

You are
A Shadow in the dark
And I have no way to tell if when I call your name

If You are
Listening from afar
But you refuse to help me when I am in danger