OCTOBER PLZ Video (MV)

How the f*ck I even do you like I did
Layin in them shadows had me lost up in my head
Hella moments got me wishin I could travel back
F*ck it next year there be chances I be pullin racks
All these bitches hella bad
What's stopping me from goin ham
Fantasy's of rap
Started havin fun wit drugs you saw me fallin in the trap
Heard them mollys callin when it was no more hittin back
Without you guess I'm empty
F*ck it
I need artificial laughs
When they start f*ckin wit the tracks
Wonder who goin hit me to be put on the map
But Lately I been losin track
Im feelin more weak as the months fly
N I can't explain why
Im fading away
Shit ain't been the same since I threw you out my life
N look at you now girl you don't have even gotta try
More shit to write about
I enjoy long drives cause that's when I feel ok to cry out loud
Cause I only lose my self control When she keep it all up in her mouth
My ego steady standing proud
But our minds up in the lost n found
Why you creep up in my head at this time of year
When I'm tryna find someone new to hold n fear
Memorize make me feel ashamed I'm hella weird
Certain things I did guess it's cause I'm insecure
That October I had bread but we barely went anywhere

Hope I don't make the same mistakes again
Had a phase I put my brain through all types of shit
If you saw me now you probably wouldn't be so proud
Remember getting high but now I'm on a whole other cloud
If you was ever in my hands again
Maybe we can make October never end
Maybe we can make October never end
Maybe we can make October never end