Goodwar - Patience Lyrics

Can I go to sleep please
Can I go to sleep
Let my eyelids meet
Been so busy I forget to eat
Meet my demons with a stone face
All the bets are final now and
It's time to start the race
See
I could never let em get some and
I don't want wanna be the one
I just wanna feel somewhat like I did
Back in 8th grade
Future right in front of me
I had the road paved
Me and sam pullin up to school sayin
Man f*ck this shit
Sing it with me
You and friends
Pullin up to school sayin
F*ck this shit

Still never missed a day
Still had a lot to say
Used to wanna shoot the ball
Dreaming bout the NBA
Back then
I never thought I'd see myself
Become who i am today
Old farm park
We was walking in the dark
Caught lyin to my mom
I don't even know where to start
I just didn't want you to worry
Heavens angels the ones who birthed me
Enlightened young man
With a star as a heart
Always askin for a toy when we went to K Mart
I thought Little Caesars was that gourmet pizza
Too much candy with granny at easter and
It all meant
It all meant so much
Babysitting kids
Going out for lunch
Fixin up the house with dad too much
Macaroni with hot dogs was always enough

I don't make hits
I make shit that hits home
Lost a couple good women
Couldn't call em my own but
I play the piano
Oh so slow
It sounding real sad
Yes I know but
Just listen when i tell you this
Life is too precious
Never could I let it go so quick
At my funeral I swear they better play this
I would never trade this

Patience
Patience
I know you hate it when I keep you waiting
Met with God in the park
He had me sign the affidavit
Lost in the desire
Somber Violet
Lost creation