Sending all these ways to pray
Sending all these ways to pray
How cause Infiltration causes all these stains
These stains and would you lay awake and wonder why
We look to the high
I wonder why
We look for that high
All the time
And I wonder why
We look for that high
Oh I wonder why
Tonight was going wrong all along
Saw you pop on my feed and I thought you were gone
But I need to numb myself pass me the bong, can't believe we grew apart after this long, huh
Had a future planned, everything was great, yeah
But then you got to know me, all my problems seemed as fake
It didn't feel real, like I wasn't about it
But then you got to know about my drinking habit
You blame yourself, like the fault was yours
Please don't cry, I can't take much more, nah
You were great, nothing impure, yeah
Shared your past, wish I knew more, yeah
We were both treated like shit as a kid, but the past won't make our f*cking futures affected
Trauma's nothing new in a house built on lies, girl Im sorry for the way I've contested, f*ck
I wonder why
We look for that high
All the time
I wonder why
We look for that high
I wonder why