Almost like I'm supposed to feel some type of way, uh
Go to sleep sometimes and hope I never wake up
See metaphorically these scars covered in makeup
If we attempt it, I wonder how long it'd take us
It feels like I've been waiting for what seems forever
That side of me you saw, nobody knows it better
I disconnected, hit the ground like we were tethered
Been trying to get the scent of you out of my sweaters
I guess it's just me, myself, and I once again-gain
Not sure about settling or staying, just as friend-friends
You severed both sides of my heart, I bleed from end to end
I got so much that I could say, but I won't press send
You've seen me at my lowest, think I was depressed then
I'm sure you feel how much it hurts, see I cannot pretend
If there was so much for me to learn, it was a lesson
If I didn't find out what I did, wouldn't be blessed then
There's no emotion and or range in your expressions
I'd say to quit, but I don't feel the need to hate
See, this is made for me, not something you're indestined
You got some shoes to fill if I'm who you replaced
Wishing best for you, I'm praying for it all
I hope they lift you up and never let you fall
I hope no matter what happens, you're standing tall
You couldn't channel me, just keep trying to be
You, you, you, you
You, you, you, you