Goroth the Musician - Chilling Winter Lyrics

Hazardous materials
A sickening
Rapid decay of the flesh
As I dissolve into the blank space between our heartbeats
I cannot feel the strength of the sun's rays coming down upon my skin
This radiation sickness
I'm fading away

Remember me as you burn to ashes
You will know me at the end of days
A symbol of love now meaningless
A token of life now ceased
See the structures we built
Soaring high into the air as putrid giants
What did we hope to accomplish
What did we think we felt

As I stumble to the old carousel
Broken and decrepit with age
Horses now mounds of chipping paint
Please God
If you're listening
Allow me one final ride
Allow me this
So that I may feel the childish joy of my youth
So that I may still stay young forever as I always dreamed
Even as I disappear into molecular breakdown of my own body

Even still
I'm sure you aren't listening
For I was never the most righteous child
For I was never one who soared above the crowd
My wings have been broken
My heart was destroyed long ago
I know I've disappointed you
Not been the best of sons
But forgiveness is your truest trait is it not
Is there truly no redemption
Even for one such as me
For I
I Questioned you
Disbelieved
And now you will not have me
Is that correct
Or are you even real

Now as I lay here in the snow-covered hills
I realize that none of it ever mattered
I feel the radiation sickness taking hold
As putrid little deformations of the body

I awaken to a dream I'd once forgotten
My vision fades to static
My static fades to black
And all comes to a close
My vision fades to static
My static fades to black
And all comes to a close
My vision fades to static
My static fades to black
And I