Goroth the Musician - Depression Lyrics

I can't find the words to express all that I feel
Lack of motivation and depression's all that's real
Looking for the purpose that I swear I used to know
But everything is changing in the flow

What's wrong with me
Why can't I be happy with what I have
Know I'm not alone so why do I feel
My heart collapse

And it sucks
Life's too short
To be down on sunny days
Still hide away in my room
I won't catch the sun's rays

I been
Struggling to find the words for what I feel
Lack of motivation and depression's all that's real
I been
Writing songs just to pass the time
Try carve away the pain and escape with these rhymes

Listen
You ever feel like you never wake up
From the nightmare that's constantly keeping you up
You ever feel like you're not okay
Like you're whole damn life you're just wasting away
Like your talent and your work are just rot and decay