I didn't want to write a song for you.
So I wrote it for me
Stay out of my way
Stay out of my nightmares
I didn't want to write a song for you
So I wrote it for me
You're never coming back again
I won't let you have the best of me
It'd be so much easier
To actually hate her
A spider caught
In its own web
It's so much better
To just erase her
I know now
It won't leave my head
But I know in my heart that the hate is gone
When the anger fades and it's left with this
And I know in my heart I should just move on
But there's echoes from the past bleeding in through the glass
It'd be so much easier
To actually hate her
Imagine she's so all alone
It's so much harder
To just erase her
When she never had a home
I remember looking back to the darkest of corners
How she stabbed all of us in the back
Her relentlessness at times
And the cruelty and madness
It drove us to this place
All the pain that we face
Its not the same.
I freeze up every time I hear her name
I remember her in fragments
Can't honestly take it
Watching her dig her grave again
So it's over
I let her speak her pain into my bones
Too many times
So it's over
And my lungs fill with the strength and pain of time
No
No
Get away from me
It'd be so much easier
To actually hate her
A spider caught
In its own web
It's so much better
To just erase her
I know now
It won't leave my head
But I know in my heart that the hate is gone
When the anger fades and it's left with this
But I know in my heart that the hate is gone
With nothing left but these feelings and songs
And I know in my heart I should just move on
And it's time I know
It won't be long
And I know in my heart I should just move on
And it's time I know
It won't be long
I remember the good times
The good and the bad
Overburdened in my head
And I'm never going back.
It'd be so much easier
To actually hate her
A spider caught
In its own web
It's so much better
To just erase her
But this pain I can't forget
I didn't want to write a song for you
So I wrote it for me
Stay out of my way
Stay out of my nightmares
I didn't want to write a song for you
So I wrote it for me
You're never coming back again
I won't let you have the best of me