I know in my heart you were never there
But somehow
Some way
I thought you cared
I followed you
I Did not know
Isolated
Here in my home
Padded walls
I've walked these halls
A thousand times or more
For I have been here my whole life
Of that I'm truly sure
Padded walls
I've walked these halls
A thousand times or more
For I have been here my whole life
Of that I'm truly sure
I know in my heart you were never there
But somehow
Some way
I thought you cared
To Swim is to drown
And I know it's true
But somehow I thought I would drown with you
Now I'm
Disconnected
Heart so cold
I'm disinfected
I'm disconnected
Heart so cold
Life-long dissonance
Grow so old
Padded walls
I've walked these halls
A thousand times or more
For I have been here my whole life
Of that I'm truly sure
I know in my heart you were never there
But somehow
Some way
I thought you cared
To Swim is to drown
And I know it's true
But somehow I thought I would drown with you
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray that I can
Awakened by nightmares
Darkened dreams
I thought I knew
I thought it would seem
Different
I suppose
There's something I feel awake at night
It reaches towards me and it fills me with fear
I know it's here
Here always watching
Something for the ones who lost their souls
Long ago I knew
Something for the ones who lost their souls
Lord I wish it was true
And here we are again
Back at the start.
And I have nothing