Goroth the Musician - Something Hurts Lyrics

Something hurts and I can't see
All the things that I could be
Torn away, away from me
Like a distant memory
Like a distant memory
There was nothing there to see
Just the pain so let it be
Everything I thought you'd be

Said you'd always be there
Now I look into the mirror thinking nobody cares
Now I look inside myself as I float through the air
Floating through a twisted life
I can't repair

Now you're turning away
Leaving me to my monotonous day to day
I struggle hard to find meaning as it fades away
Getting louder in my head but it won't remain

And It was gone in a flash
Didn't appreciate it
Then it turned to ash
Now I struggle to define any given path
And I struggle to define where I did the math
Wrong
And it's all the same words
I repeat myself as if nobody heard

As I lie in my bed
The anxiety I drink in, and my feelings of dread

See I never really knew I could feel so alone
Now I know that you'll never come home

Now I know that you'll never come home
I think I'm gonna be alone
Sitting in bed

At the end of the world
At the end of the
Just sitting in my bed

You know I'm gonna be
Sitting in my bed

Let it all come crashing down