Goroth the Musician - What Have I Turned to See? Lyrics

What is this
I've turned to see
There is a pain in clarity
And Every hope of being free
Gone before our time to be

Sometimes I wonder if there's something I'm missing
Cause the more I learn of life the more I fail to understand
Sometimes in silence I can hear if I'm listening
The sound of the purpose that I once had

But what is this
I've turned to see
There is a pain in clarity
And every hope of being free
Gone before our time to be

Yeah
And I don't know where It went
My hope and my joy
My willingness to vent
Anxiety and fear
Every word and every tear
Comes crashing down upon me now
Everything falls on me now
Crushing me beneath the bow
Of a boat that's never sailed
Now I know that I have failed
But what is this
I've turned to see
There is a pain in clarity
And every hope of being free
Gone before our time to be
Gone before our time to be