gouda - Ig Lyrics

I been trapped in a rut

I been feelin real stuck
Yeah I'm feelin real stuck

Like I can't get up

I just can't get up
Cuz my wrists stay cuffed
To a trunk and it's sunken in mud

It's got love and some kisses and hugs
It's got smiles and the awkwardest shrugs

It's got memories and humors that turned into tumors the laughter you loved so much

Disappears and my fears come out in a tear-less drought
I'ma hear this out

(Hahahaha)

Last time that you'll hear that

It's fake too, last one died just to clear that
Feel like a meerkat
Ups and then downs where my feelings appear at

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along
To think I'd be making a happy song

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along
To think I'd be making a happy song

I ain't even mad at you
Almost wish you had caught me an attitude

Then I'd be able to stay kinda stable
Knowing it's you're fault I'm feelin blue

But it ain't like that
I tried, you tried, there was a fight back

Turned round to bite back
I end up losing people that I smite at

But I learned my lesson
Put all my feelings down like I had a Smith and Wesson
Forgetting it all would be both in part a curse and a blessin
Look at your pictures i start to feel my chest compressin
Don't even know where to take this that isn't depressing

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along
To think I'd be making a happy song

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along
To think I'd be making a happy song

I was apprehensive
To get over you I'm prolly just gon buy somethin expensive

I'm just gonna smile when people are saying that I'm lookin pensive
Just say that I'm tired when people are saying that I get defensive

Cuz I'm back to the old me now
The me where no one could hold me down
The me who smiles when yet another person sold me out

Your friend prolly loves this
I lost in the end bet she feels above this

I back and I'm bloodless
Now I'm feeling bloodlust

Wish it were different
It is what it is
This is what my life encompassed

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along

To think I'd be making a happy song

I guess I was wrong
To try and believe that with you I belong

I guess I was wrong
To think I found hope after so long

I guess I was wrong
To think what we had was gonna go strong

To think that the plan was coming along
To think I'd be making a happy song