GP - Feel This Way Lyrics

So cold I'm walking the streets alone
I'm knocking nobody's home
I'm calling pick up the phone
I'm calling pick up the phone
Calling don't get an answer
So now I'm putting my hands
Please lord give me an answer
I been
Hoping I can see tomorrow
But at the same time I don't wanna see tomorrow
Just put me in a deep sleep so I can dream peace cause all these night terrors been killing me
Nobody healing me nobody been hearing me and it's scaring me
Nobody been serenading me now it's clear to see
The world is my enemy and it's wanting the end of me so I'm asking for energy
So I can shine a light on my foes
Shine a light on this rose call me a ghost cause I just write from my soul
And lately it's hurting it's weeping it's pleading It need ya
Lately been working in search of all my missing pieces I hear the reaper
You lose a lifetime in a lifetime
My losses are the reason why I spite time
Spend ya whole life wishing to rewrite time
Some people sniff lines other people take lives
Sitting thinking bout the cost of it all
Cant take it anymore man I tremble and I fall I just I see the lord please answer when I call please answer when I call
Cause I don't wanna
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
Hoping not to feel this way
I don't wanna
I don't wanna feel this way
Feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
Hoping not to feel this way
I don't wanna
I don't wanna feel this way
(Way, yeah)
I'm dedicated and disciplined
For all the wrong things
And I
Have dreams
That I
Can't reach
And I
Need peace
But I
Can't see it
I
Need a ladder
Batter batter
My thoughts are the baseballs
Negativity steady picking me as the Guinea pig but I'm sick of the hate thoughts
Please God
Help me
Help me Help me I need peace
I need closure for these creeks
I need space I can't seem to find my way
I feel crazy I'm insane
Shouting to the stars screaming out your name
Flooded by my thoughts and I can't see straight
Look inside my heart you gone have to go far before you find me
Find me
I'm living so everybody else accept me
Living for everybody else except me
Living so broke that I can't accept me
I just can't
Can't replace
All the loved ones in Heaven's Gates
All the trust that I lost for hate
Get this rush when I hear a beat play
I just
Write my thoughts and hope it rhyme
Record the song and never release it
Push my brain to work overtime
Pray my soul go higher than the trees is
That's why I'm hoping for a better day
Not for me but for everyone
I just pray you never feel this way
I just pray He take the pain away
Cause I don't ever wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
Hoping not to feel this way
I don't wanna
I don't wanna feel this way
Feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
Hoping not to feel this way
I don't wanna
I don't wanna feel this way
(Way, yeah)