GP - Insomnia Lyrics

These pills are meant to help me sleep but all they do is keep me wide awake
Wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask cause this is all so fake, all so fake
Hi, it's me, the one who's on the ground
I hope I went out with a smile with all the pills stuffed in my mouth
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy
I hope your eyes dry like the desert cause you never cared
So why should I when you're the reason for my every breath
My every step was all for you
And I'm sorry to the broken hearts I know your eyes are balling too
But what was I to do they told me I could never make it
So instead of labels taking my soul I told the devil take it
Let me demonstrate it
A lost soul given God's gift
Words spit from a serpent who was learning from the pain
Got lost in the rain now he's playing hopscotch with no legs intends to find God
But he can't
It's dark out where's the switch I'm twitching the f*ck out
Bring him in, the doc says that he can't help
God sent but the devil found what a rebel now find a better crown
Was in need of some company
Spent my nights writing novelties
All alone in a cold world got no home and it's no girl wanna call his phone but it's over
It's too late kid's gone now
On the ground no pulse found
Calls sound for the lord now
Hearts are found in distraught now
They've been sawed out by the pain it seems that all that falls is the rain
The sane have found hope in his name
He wished for peace
Cause that's all you ever need
Just some time for you to breathe and take in life as all it seems
I know it's easy said and it's never really done
But that's still not an excuse for you to take your life and run
But it's back to it
Hard times but my back to it
Hard knock cause I'm hard headed but the call dropped so I'm all alone
Now my thoughts heavy so I call God
Back after sinning all done
Relaxing isn't an option just and opt out when I'm all done
Falling down, getting back up, got no back up get ya racks up
Master of the bad stuff got my black on bout to act up
Put a mask on, pull a fast one, brake a tailbone, if I have to
Remind ya that I'm bad when I'm killing it feeling it's all bad
When I'm feeling so villainous realizing this how it is
Stuck in my sunken abyss
Looking up and I wish I could get there but this how it is
This just how it is
These pills are meant to help me sleep
But all they do is keep me wide awake, wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask cause this is all so fake, all so fake