Time // Again Video (MV)

I know my
Tongue gets tied when I talk about this topic
I know I
Told myself no more sad but I can't stop it
I can't help these f*cking thoughts in my head
I know somebody told me take a sip and put em to bed
My hands in the air I give em to you Lord
You'd know what I'd do Lord
If my thoughts and my actions came together instead of two Lord, I swear
I promised for my momma no more bad habits
I think she know that I'm a bad actor
They tell me action but I ain't ready pastor
Carry my past like it's a bag that's labeled racks of cash
I know it's sad but if we looking back
My past is sorta like a cookie, crumble, rumble stumbling a young man struggling
To make it to 20 I'm outta options
This rapping shit ain't working should I stop it
Look at me pastor I'm an addict and I'm feening for attention
I don't even have a Twitter yet I'm feening for a mention I swear
All my actions gone be different this year
Moved in silence
Now if I take a step best believe you gone hear about it I swear
Let's take a look at my life pastor
(Open Up)
Let's take a look at my faster
Now father I prayed to God every night
With every tear that I cried
I told him this isn't right and what I get a goodbye
Now you telling me to be faithful
Be faithful in what?
Be faithful of washing my hands of my family's blood
Now I know
I shouldn't go this road but
Like my grandma said I should've sold my soul cause
This life ain't worth it
Or maybe I'm stuck searching for this perfect lurking only got my nerves hurting more I know I'm learning
But pastor
Can you tell me they'll be better days
(There will be better days)
Of all the people that would lie to me
I never thought that it was gone be you my honesty is broken I swear
I lost my trust when I lost my bible in lunch
I lost my faith when I saw the face of Jesus was fake
Forgive me father must have lost my way
(Come out with your hands up)
Forgive me father cause they on they way
I'm forbidden from going home
Cause I don't know what I'd do when I see the people I've wronged
Wouldn't know where to go
Wouldn't know who to call
Wouldn't know what's my reputation been gone way too long
But for now I'm on the run
Running from my past I know I've done some bad
Consequences catching up to me to bring me back
Keep on running can't go back to that
Every time I get to catch a breath I always grab my pen and pad and write
Please Lord protect my life yeah
And please Lord protect my wife I know broke her then I fixed and I broke her again
But I'm focused shit I'm hoping I don't break her again
I told myself that I won't ever be that nigga
Then I went and did
And when I did it twice I almost lost my life father can you please protect my soul I think it's going ripe I know
Father I been a sinner since 2001
Father I need forgiveness can't put sin in my son
Father I need my limits am I reaching the jump
Father I need my wings
Father I notice things haven't been as clean as it seems
Father look in the seams can't you see that I been staying true to me Father
If you can't forgive me for the things I've done
At least forgive me for the things that I'm about to do I'm on the run
Sirens
Come to break the silence
As my hope divides i feel misguided
Warm colors are no more with the thoughts of having a dark home
Should my thoughts soon pass forgive me for rude actions
No acting
Time passes as we passively tell ourself this is what the pastor means
Should my eyes deceive rescue me I feel this evening went the slightest breeze
I didn't leave you I just left first
That's what I tell myself and my head hurts
So I sit and I write you this letter
I think my time is up
No more time for fun no more time for hugs
No more time for one more times
My timing sucks
(It's time son)
I feel the waves
Crashing down
Change of pace
Faster now
Tear me apart right
Under the stars I'm
Losing my heart I
Can't seem to start right
I'm like a car
Need to be jumped to
Life is so short
Hits like a 1 2
Look for the sun to
Show me the way
Riding the wave
Sink like a slave I
Wrote this song with tears in my eyes, fears start to blind, problems start to bind
Soul is bending something's over me
Think my thoughts have got control of me I
Fear for the world
Fear for the girl
Hoping the process
Proceeds to profit
I tore apart the
The holiest heart a
Voice in the stars
Stays in my heart so
You're on my mind
Most of the time
Most of the time
We're drifting apart
And I won't see you again
Never again