GR$ The Kid - echoes in da wind(sad christmas) Lyrics

Christmas lights don't glow the same
Snow falls but it chills my pain
Echoes in the wind whisper you my name
But the silence drives me insane
I'm sippin' eggnog laced with lies
Pills in my stockin' frozen skies
A broken heart wrapped up in red
This christmas feels like I'm walkin' dead
I'm walkin' f*ckin' dead
Echoes in the wind I still fel your touch
Miss you so bad it's all to much
Snow falls down but it don't heal
This christmas pain feels way too real
Mistletoe hanging but there's no one to kiss
Empty bottles filling up my whishlist
Candy canes taste like sorrow tonight
Trying to find peace in the christmas lights
All these gifts can't fill the void you left
Cold december air hits me in my chest
Numbing my heart with the pills I take
Hoping the snow buries my mistakes
Silent nights I scream inside
Your ghost haunts me in the christmas tide
Frostbite love my heart's worn thin
All I hear are echoes in the wind
Echoes in the wind I still fel your touch
Miss you so bad it's all to much
Snow falls down but it don't heal
This christmas pain feels way too real
They say christmas is a time to forgive
But I don't even know how to live
Haunted by your face in the candle's glow
Every shadows screams that I'm alone
Red and green but I'm seeing all black
Popped to many pills I can't come back
Wrote you a letter in the frost on the glass
But the snow erased my words too fast
My sleigh is broken can't carry the weight
Praying santa saves me before it's too late
Another years fades and I'm still stuck
My christmas miracle is runnin' out of luck
Jingle bells fade into the night
The stars can't shine when I lose the fight
Echoes in the wind just a memory
This sad christmas was the end of me
The end of me