Lately I been feelin' like my soul's on fire
Tryna climb these mountains but I'm stuck sinking higher
Lost some people close now my heart feels tired
18 dreams but they all expired
Cold nights yeah yeah I'm stuck in the dark
Tried to heal but it tears me apart
Memories play like a broken song
How'd I lose it all when I tried so hard
I I I drowning in the pain drowning in the pain
Searching for the sun but I'm stuck in the rain
Every step I take it just feels the same
Runnin' from myself but I can't escape
I I I didn't know if I'll ever feel alive
Trying to move on but I'm dead inside side
Tears keep fallin' I can't hide the signs
Locked in my mind with no place to hide
Voices in my head saying"You won't make it"
Every breath I take man it feels so vacant
Chains on my sould and I still can't break it
Fighting with the world but I'm tired of faking
Looking at the stars like"Where do I go?"
Falling from the highs to te pain below
People say they love you but it never shows
How you leave me strandes when I needed you the most
Empty rooms where your voice still lingers
Memories sharp like a blade through fingers
Tryna let go but I'm chained to the past
Keep looking back but the pain won't pass
Lights lights lights off I'm surrounded by silence
But your words still scream like sirens
Wish I could find peace but it's all in a vain
'Cause I still feel you when I drown in the rain
I'm lookin' for answers in the spaces we left
Chasing the memories but they're all just theft
Your touch fades away but it still feels near
Your ghost is the only thing I ever hear
I'm caught in the echoes your voice still haunts
Walkin' through shadows but I'm stuck in the fog
Tried to love again but I'm stuck on rewind
Every new face I just leave it behind
I I I drowning in the pain drowning in the pain
Searching for the sun but I'm stuck in the rain
Every step I take it just feels the same
Runnin' from myself but I can't escape
I I I didn't know if I'll ever feel alive
Trying to move on but I'm dead inside side
Tears keep fallin' I can't hide the signs
Locked in my mind with no place to hide
I talk to myself like you're still around
But the silence keeps screaming so loud so loud
You're the ghost in my thoughts the space in my chest
I'm haunted by you can't escape this mess
I thought time would heal but it only bring it more
Every door I close just opens a war
I see you in every street I cross
But you're nowhere to find just another looosss