Half of Me Video (MV)

I keep more keys on my person
Than anyone I've ever met
Got a whole suitcase inside of the closet
It's always half packed
And I keep the door closed
So I can break down
Still work a day job
In my hometown
But I still haven't figured out how
To admit to myself
Half of me wants to go running right back
Half of me wants to leave it all in the past
Letting go still makes me sick
'Cause all my life I've never quit
Half of me knows that I'm on the right track
But the other half's gonna have a panic attack
I know life's gonna make me choose
Yea If I win I know I'm gonna lose
I know I'm gonna lose
Know I'm gonna lose
I have a boy back at home
Who said he'd lose his world if I left
He wants to trade me a ring for this dream
But it's hard to forget
And if I leave here
Then I could lose it all
What if I need him
And I can't even call
I still haven't figured out how
To admit to myself
Half of me wants to go running right back
Half of me wants to leave it all in the past
Letting go still makes me sick
'Cause all my life I've never quit
Half of me knows that I'm on the right track
But the other half's gonna have a panic attack
I know life's gonna make me choose
Yea If I win I know I'm gonna lose
I know I'm gonna lose
I know I'm gonna lose
Know I'm gonna lose
You
Half of Me
Half of me wants to go running right back
Half of me wants to leave it all in the past
Letting go still makes me sick
'Cause all my life i've never quit
Half of me knows that I'm on the right track
But the other half's gonna have a panic attack
I know life's gonna make me choose
Yea If I win I know I'm gonna lose
Yeah
I know I'm gonna lose
I know I'm gonna lose
Know I'm gonna lose you