Grace Maher - Hard to Ignore Lyrics

My therapist says I probably shouldn't talk to you anymore
And the life coach suggests I block your number
My heart and my head fight all night in my bed
I still haven't found my closure
And my momma still asks about you
But she's stopped sayin' she's prayin' you figure it out
Didn't want you to be someone different for me
Why'd you have to make things confusing
When does the light come back
When do we get on track
Apart or together
Forever or never
Can we figure that out
When does my heart move on
Decide what we had is gone
You're not giving up
But you haven't shown up
So many times I've lost count
Put the pictures and flowers and cards in a box on the floor
But your memory is hard to ignore
Sometimes it feels like I'm part of a game
How long can you keep me while staying the same
I wanna believe all that you say to me
But I know that things haven't changed
When does the light come back
When do we get on track
Apart or together
Forever or never
Can we figure that out
When does my heart move on
Decide what we had is gone
You're not giving up
But you haven't shown up
So many times I've lost count
Put the pictures and flowers and cards and a box on the floor
But your memory is hard to ignore
You push me away then you want me to stay
What does it mean when you're silent for days
Do we figure this it out or just go our own way
When does the light come back
When do we get on track
Apart or together
Forever or never
Can we figure that out
When does my heart move on
Decide what we had is gone
You're not giving up
But you haven't shown up
So many times I've lost count
I've tried to close that door
I know that I need more
Than pictures and flowers and cards in a box on the floor
But your memory is hard to ignore
Hard to ignore
Hard to ignore
Hard to ignore