Gracia - This Void Lyrics

I've been fighting demons for a long time
Man they never care for me I know
I felt so lost in this mind
Ain't nobody know that I
Been fighting all my life
Tweakin when I wake up
Let em slide
I don't know what I gotta do to survive
I've been dealing with these feelings
In my mind
I can never tell her how I feel inside
Cause she'll never care
Man it's all on me, all alone
I'll never tell her
Man no one cares
All by myself
I can feel it close, no
I can feel it closer
Fightin all these demons
Man I'll say something's but just
Know I'll never mean it
Fightin for these words
I can see the light it is so close to me
Fallin out I can never see
No one knows that I been
Fallin down in this void
I can't
But I can't feel my face
At all cause these people takin my
F*ckin soul now
Never once said that I'll never leave the road now
No one asks me how how I could do so much
Trapped up on the dark side
Laughing in the worst time
Cause that's how I always do it
Trapped up in my mind you know that I'm ruling