I thought I could do it fast enough but I couldn't
Every valley that I walk through
I don't know who to talk to
Jumpin' out of bed
Turnin' on the
Light 'cause I'm blind to
I was searchin' inside to
This pain that I vibe true
Abstract configurations of a life that I lied through
Actin' like I like everybody but truth
Is I probably don't f*ckin' like you
This a cycle I'm caught in
I can't prepare for things that I didn't see comin'
Life hit me with abundance
Most of y'all f*ckin' redundant
Lately I been wonderin'
Where I'm gonna go
When my time is up
Keep my secrets tucked
And my lies in a safe
Head spinning 'cause I'm drownin' in my cup
Love struck
Got me f*cked up
What up
Time flows
Doors close
Leave falls
She calls
Leaves change but I still get excited 'bout loose change
Lookin' in the mirror like, "damn you strange"
Sold for the money that's my exchange
I'm feelin' like I been at the end of the firing range
'Cause these brittle bones break bad
I ignore the "H" word 'cause I'm still sad
Handin' out my heart like, "Hold that
Please don't break it
If you're gonna take it
Hope we make it"
Memories I've been tracin'
'Cause I don't think I'm alive again
Late nights of sentimental sin
Cuttin' off the cops at the circle 'cause I'm high again
I just wanna fly again
Forget the rest B, I just miss by besty
Emotions up and down like we ridin' in a jetski
Slide into your DMs like I'm Wayne Gretzky
Used to sleep so nice now my dreams wanna haunt me
Time flows
Doors close
Leaves fall
She calls
Flowers bloom
Like cheap perfume
Seasons change
And stay the same
Time flows
Doors close
Leaves fall
She calls
Flowers bloom
Like cheap perfume
Seasons change
And stay the same