The Grand Factor - Monsters Lyrics

I hate everything I feel
I hate it all, but it's so real
It's crushing, it's unnerving
I see things inside my dreams
It scares the life right out of me
I'm dying
No, I'm not lying

I promise it's no joke
I'm starting to lose hope

From all my lows and all my highs
I don't know how I will survive
My monsters are so real, they tell me what to feel
I'm not alright
No, I don't feel fine
It's draining day by day
But I swear I'll be okay

I lived my life hiding inside
A version of myself that I hated
I was so jaded
But I grew up and promised this
To myself and my future plans
I have to
Find a way to

Build a life for me
Set fire to the family tree

From all my lows and all my highs
I don't know how I will survive
My monsters are so real, they tell me what to feel
I'm not alright
No, I don't feel fine
It's draining day by day
But I swear I'll be okay

But if I crack tonight
I promise that I tried...

From all my lows and all my highs
They wear me out
It's such a fight
I feel so weak...

It's not okay, I'm not alright
My monsters laugh at me at night

It's draining day by day
But I, oh I, I
I swear I'll be okay
I swear I'll be okay
Yeah, I swear I'll be okay
Oh, I swear I'll be okay
Yeah, I swear I'll be okay...