If I'm honest with you huh uh uh
If I, oh if I'm honest
If I, girl if I'm honest
Oh if I, oh if I'm honest
If I'm honest with you
And if I'm honest I can't speak
But if you promise you won't weep
I'm much farther than you need
But that's what distance helped me see
But if I'm honest I'll know I wanna change my mind
I'll start missing you when it gets to wintertime
Girl, I wanna be myself
But changing for you gave me nothing left
Changing, changing
Changing for you gave me nothing left
Hating, I'm hating
Angry at the words that I can't deflect
I thought it's good to change
I couldn't wait to grow up and see how far I can came
Now I wish to stayed the same
And it's you to blame
But you always stayed the same
You always stayed the same
It drives me insane
Girl if I'm honest I can't speak
But if you promise you won't weep
I'm much farther than you need
But that's what distance helped me see
But if I'm honest I know I'll wanna change my mind
I'll start missing you in the wintertime
I just wanna be by myself
But changing for you gave me nothing left
Gave me nothing
Gave me nothing
Nothing left
Gave me nothing
Gave me nothing
Had nothing left